it's been awhile.. though maybe this is the first time i'm feeling worried and sad..
before with syl, val and amanda.. i don't think i've ever had the need to feel worried.. or sad for 2 of them.. maybe it gets worse as i get older.. this should be classified a terminal illness=_=" many people fell sick during this period but i was fine.. until i realised that i'm sick too.. i'm not down with flu but down with love.. i guess? if not why will i be worrying my head off? or maybe i'm really developnig fatherly/brotherly tendencies?

that's most of what i could only think about after the ads3 test finished. with just 1 hour left to es3 test.. i think i actually became sad and emotional.. things like punching walls, but i restrained myself from throwing furniture around.. but chester is nice to hug tho =D~

if it had been anyone else, say chris or, do i dare say myself?, i wouldn't be so worried..

maybe when i'm typing this i'm hoping for an internet all-powerful to bless her.. i hope she will be safe and happy and cheerful.. that o-chibi..
haiz..

ken
-believed to have fallen.

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