To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.......(;Д;)

will I,
be so fortunate?


ken, is an ah pek.

Labels: thoughts

Ouran High School Host Club. Chapter 61, page 35.


GO HIKARU Q^Q!!


ken shall work harder! ヽ(`Д´)ノ

Labels: omigee

lol!



watch and be amazed XD


..
this is what the author said about this >_>"
"On Mondays I go running, so you'll have to get up early and follow along on a parallel street. What fun!"

it's lol~

andand! i've just seen shirota's blog !
he dyed his hair blonde..
booo (;Д;)


Book Section
River

The dream landscape often contains images of rivers and currents. In general, they can be seen as bearers of psychic energy. A journey on them by boat or ship refers to the journey of life. If torrential streams or overflowing rivers present obstacles to the dreamer, then they represent obstacles arising from a state of unawareness.

ken will dress up well and shock everyone! (｡-人-｡)

Labels: book, omigee

i went out with ken today to find the game of life~
because of things~ here~ there~
we pushed our meeting time from 3pm to 4pm~

he was in half pants OAO!
and no bag!!
i shouldn't have brought so many things.. T^T

we flew to Raffles City~ cos i thought they'd have it >.o
and i wanted to find a shirt as well (･´ω｀･)

but.. they didn't have the game of life.. OTL
and i couldn't bring myself to shop =X

but we walked to Suntec to try~
cos, quote ken, "It's big"

walked we did~
i remembered the time i skated this way from dhoby with xeths~
whoo dangerous (´Д`；)

and Suntec, HAS the GAME OF LIFE!!
we found a toys'r'us there =o
but.. it was like $59.90?!
wayyy over budget （TωT）
so we wisely decided not to buy~

gahh~ then i dragged ken to MOC~
met tohru there =o
she's skinny =o~
and ken refused to camwhore with me T^T
cos i don't have a camera, i have to borrow his x.x

ken had some butter waffles and i had kaya~

we shuffled to atsuki after that
met broken, and kiriko for the first time~
i thought they were going to have carameldansen practice today~
but there wasn't ..

we went to cold storage for some sushi (ﾟωﾟ`)
i got a combo set! 3 tamago and 6 kani maki~ for $3.50~
it feels cheap but i know cold storage is manipulating me into thinking so~XD

end of day~ i went home ate the sushi and dinner and went straight to bed ^^

but i had this dream~
chau, rm, val, kai and most probably alot more of us were in this cafe(?)
eating~
kai was in a corner behind~
chau was near me~
val was behind, and rm was in the long bench in front ~
eating eating~

but it seems that this shop has one side open to the outside
cos i went to the side(val and chau's side),
to grab some snow .-.
because it was warm i wanted to throw some down my back >w<
the first batch i picked up was too wet so i shook it around alittle and threw it back
but the second batch was pure white snow (´･ω･`)
and i threw it in~

then i walked back to kai's side and looked out the window
there, i could see guangyang just as i can from my house o.o
though albeit alot closer and lower.
cos i could see the faces of kura, ignatius, choon meng and someone else,
doing detention at night ._.""


lols XD
this is from www.xkcd.com
it's a comic site~
well somehow comic XD
this one is about a gps system (´･ω･`)
get it? XDDDD


Book Section
Staircase, stairs

In a dream, the staircase connects various areas of the personality. It is a place where 'ascending' or 'descending' tendencies in the dreamer's attitudes toward particular situations in life are expressed.


ken tries to lug big bags around elegantly |*ﾟーﾟ)ﾉ

Labels: book, diary

Hakuchuumu by Shimatani Hitomi

whoo!!
this is the third replacement for the last question (*´ヮ`)
this singer and song is <3~

taken from another blog =o
“Hakuchûmu”, which translates to “Daydream” in English, is simply another typical mellow counterpart for most upbeat singles. However rather than being a ballad, this song is an exotic mid-tempo song, written yet again by Hitomi herself. The lyrics are rather mature, matching with Hitomi’s relaxed vocals. It can be classified as an easy-listening jazzy song, with a tropical groove. The brass selection is still highlighted once again. The mood fits well with the title song, which is excellent in itself because it provides a holistic theme for the whole single.

However the composition is quite simple and is not very memorable. Overall it’s one of those relaxing song you would listen to once in a while and another song to add onto your playlist if you do enjoy the Latin genre. Otherwise it’s just one of the typical Latin songs Hitomi enjoys releasing and it doesn’t exactly provide a lot of new elements.
^No.620

and~ now for the book section~
Spiral
The image of a spiral is a very positive symbol; it is the image of a concentration of the mind which results in progress. Experience has shown that it often indicates that a spiritual deadlock is being overcome.


onigiri~
ken~ wanders into dynamite used for destroying buildings~

Labels: omigee

whoo~ this look fun~

ripped from mama's blog who ripped from tohru<3's

 How to Play 
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

[and note .-. there are 800 songs here~ not including the .flv's and my L,M,N drives @.@"]

How are you feeling today?

Spirale by Kubota Mina

whoo~ this is a nice slow relaxing song~
quite a favourite >w<
there are instrumental and vocal versions~
both are different but nice~
^No.133

Will you get far in life?

Nemuri no Modi de by Chro Club feat. Senoo

another relaxing piece~
from the same range as above~
it's like it's telling me that my life will be relaxing~
^No.143

How do your friends see you?

Traces of the Journey from Luminous Arc OST

it's an adventure type bgm .-.
is this saying that they see me to be adventurous? XD
^No.221

Will you get married?

Butter-Fly (Theatre Size #2) from Digimon

this is lol! XD
i always thought this song was supposed to sound like it was giving hope~
but this version is short ._.
soooo..
i'm hoping i will get married.. but it won't last long? >.o"
^No.1

What is your best friend’s theme song?

Yokoku 02 from Digimon Adventure 02
and this is really like a theme song =.="
^No.110

What is the story of your life?

Innocent Memories by Furukawa Yuuta

It sounds like a young boy who is in love that is singing this .-.
couldn't find the lyrics online~
but quite accurate i guess? XD
^No.618

What was high school like?

Spitz - Y

it's from Honey and Clover =o
it's a slow song......
slow....
boring i guess?
^No.647

How can you get ahead in life?

Bokutachi, Digimon!! .. well.. from Digimon =-=

this is the song they used when the first digimon appeared and introduced themselves..
oh my =-=" in order to get ahead i must be fresh and new and surprising like the digimon =-="
^No.54

What’s the best thing about your friends?

Power of Earth~Iori no Theme~ from Digimon Adventure 02

=o it's a more oriental themed type of music =o
rather interesting~
^No.761

What’s in store for this weekend?

Santa Claus no Sora he ~Riverside Christmas Mix~ by Chro Club feat. Senoo

be merry~
cos~
Santa is coming to town~
lols la XD
^No.164

Describe your grandparents.

Zukkoke, Okkake, Oosawagi!? O_O" from Digimon Adventure 02

this is the playful theme...
oh my .-."
and very playful to the extent of frolicking i'd say =.="
^No.766

How’s your life going?

Tsunaidate no Te by Choro Club feat. Senoo

this piece starts off heavy but lightens up abit towards the middle
rising higher and higher
as if, giving hope
before repeating the chorus at the end.
^No.145

What song will they play at your funeral?

POP STAR - KEN HIRAI

[OPENS MOUTH]
^Copies mama o.o"
it'll be cool tho (･´ω｀･)
^And just when i thought i wasn't getting anything besides digimon and aria .-.
^No.188

How does the world see you?

細井聡司 J.K - whisper moon(Musicbox version)

from alicematic OST =o
haven't played this game yet~
but most of the OST's are nice~ including this one
^No.508

Will you have a happy life?

Sakebi to Gekitetsu from Gundam SEED Destiny

it's war themed =-="
guess that's my happy life outta tha window （⊃Д⊂）
^No.415

Do people secretly lust after you?

Kimi ni Okuru Uta - Koike Teppei

whoo a rabu song XD
whoo~ People ARE lusting over me XDD!
^No.378

How can you make yourself happy?

Namida no Yukue from Digimon

anuzzer sad piece （＠゜▽゜＠）
so.. i can only be happy after i torture myself?
..
the translation of Namida no Yukue should be (The)Location of (my)Tears|涙の行方
^No.13

What should you do with your life?

An Evening Calm - fripside

It's telling me to be hyper =.="
this song has always been able to lift me .-.
because it's very nice~ and it's progression is striking

and to the question, it's telling me not to worry about my life.(maybe? XD)
^No.441

Will you ever have children?

FREE_HIRANO

ohmighee O_O!
this is a rip i got off the Luminous Arc Website O_O!
this is Hirano Aya's free time talk on her Character's Seiyuu corner~
is this predicting that i'd have children like her in the future? XDD
whoo for the future~~
^No.513

What song would you strip to?

Ashita, Yuugure Made by Senoo Takeshi

if i was stripping to this..
it would be as a serenade until i sleep peacefully..
into pyajamas and all..
^No.798

What does your mum think of you?

Odayaka na Gogo by Choro Club feat. Senoo

translation would be 'Free Afternoon' ^^"
guess =x
^No.140

What is your deep, dark secret?

Genesis of Aquarion from Genesis of Aquarion ^^"

whoo >.o my eternal love is the darkest secret of all ><
^No.465

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?

Prologue End - Acid Black Cherry

Ahah! my mortal enemy would be in love like i am!
and considering that he/she is my enemy,
we are probably in love with the same person ヽ(゜д゜;≡；´д｀)ノ
^No.572

What’s your personality like?

People Error - Stacked Rubbish

this piece has a simple progression and a repeating melody.
predictable and easy to understand.
^No.571

What song will be played at your wedding?

Aku no Butai ga Yattekita from Digimon Adventure 02

rats .-. i'm not satisfied with this last one ><
it's another battle type bgm T^T
does this mean that a battle will break out on my wedding? (((((;ﾟДﾟ)))))
^No.117

^Just because i can't accept that i'm going to get another one.
....
no.1...
....
no.2...
....
this can't work =-="
this first one can't do..
the second one is sleazy ..
rats ._.

there won't be a Book Section cos this post is long enough already (*'д'*)っ
ken gets tormented by these text games @.@!

Labels: omigee

by day 4 it means that i haven't slept on my bed in 4 days XD
this is the 4th btw (´ー｀)

i've finally clear 4 out of 5 shelves in my bookshelf~
now i just need more boxes to store my tamiya cars in the last shelf
then i can finally wipe my bookshelf clean \（TωT）/

now~
this is the first picture of something i dug out~
i remember that it was when i was still in primary school,
on a school trip to the zoo~
then there were these metal plates with bumps,
where we could place a piece of paper over it and shade with a colour pencil
to get a picture out~
sorta like those tests where they test to see if you're colour blind~
can you guess what this is? (*´∀`)ﾉ


...
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,,,
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hai~ i think it's a cheetah XD
it took me awhile to understand my own primitive drawings too XD

You Are An INFJ

The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow. You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation. At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

hai~ this ^ was a test i got from B2's blog~
it seems that no matter how many times i try i'm always a protector >_>"
and this range of test results seem quite accurate
B2 was saying that it was accurate too~

hai~
so next is the Book Section~
The second entry isssss!!

Canopy
The canopy is one of the attributes of a ruler. In a dream, it can be a sign of male sovereignty.


.. （＠゜▽゜＠）
i hope i don't get whacked for that 8D


ken stretches and tries to act like gackt (｀皿´)

Labels: book, diary

and it's really spring O_O!
i was expecting myself to be random but seems like i was right >.o"!

i've finally started cleaning my room~
moving some furniture while i'm at it too ^.^!
i haven't slept on my bed for 2 days (cos it's so full of junk)
and today will be the 3rd day (*´д`*)
sleeping on the sofa is a new experience for me~

found lots of old stuff in all the junk~
will post again on that~


AND SO!
starting from this post~
i will have a new section~
excerpts from a book that i found while cleaning ヾ(*'ω'*)ﾉ゛
the book name is.. "How to Interpret Your Dreams"
isn't that fun? ^.^

sooo.... *drum roll*
the first random pick IS!

Hotel
The dream image of a hotel refers to areas or situations which bring transition or changes with them. the hotel is not a place where people live permanently; new people are encountered there. Translated into dream language, this would mean that the people whom the dreamer meets in the hotel embody unconscious or unknown psychic influences.

i thought it was going to be some sleazy example .-. guess i was wrong XD~


ken tries to carry a bookshelf and gets squashed like a chibi (´ー｀)

Labels: book, diary

When I was sitting down,
in a new place,
doing things that I have always done.
A new realization of a feeling came to me.

I was alone.
the emptiness of my house enveloped me.
I looked out the window,
the emptiness of the world smothered me.

I smiled alone,
hoping that she would realize the farce and pull me out,
of,
a darkness where she is the only light.

I pull out my pencils,
paint,
drawing,
imagining,
happy worlds of other people.
When,
would my own appear before me?

My only desire,
selfish as it may.


ken,
waits for the mercy of love.

Labels: thoughts

and cum Angel's housewarming~

i zoomed out of my house cos i thought i would be late oAo
i didn't even buy my "lunch"
i intended to buy melon pan on my way =x
but i didn't cos i thought i'd be late ><

the team leader can't be late @@"
so i zoomed off and actually got to bedok at 1.45 ^.^
and i was the first!

and as team leader i had prepared a banner so that everyone
coming would have something to gather around~

but i was too paiseh to put it up ><

this is what it looks like =3
did it quite fast XD
different from my original concept
but cos i couldn't find an appropriate picture for it .-.
so i settled for this (*´д`*)



maa so vectors and konzen were late~
and uenki was in stealth mode right behind us after jothel arrived and pulled me out of the corner i had set up shop xD

jo was saying that maybe it was her because she had green highlights~
very different ~

so we set off~ after vectors came~
a little mishap before he came was that i forgot to take down konzen's number =x
so i had to get angel to check my account for his pm 8D

we found angel's house easily enough haha
and i found out while reading her instructions carefully that,
it was like following a gameguide for a RPG game (*´ヮ`)
overly complicated but easy to follow XD

so we trooped to angel's white house~
we stood outside her gate and waved~ -smile-
and whoo we got in~
Qubic had already set up his takoyaki stall XD
yukin0, angel and stormy were already dressed in their yukata

so after we got in~
angle ushered the rest of the girls into her room to change~
and vectors didn't want to change =o
but we, qubic and i, finally forced him to >D
but it turns out......
HIS obi is pre-tied O_O!!
it's so amazing ~ it was a first seeing a guys obi like that XD

and after that, waited we did.
more..
waiting..
.........
then the girls were done 8D

whoo~
afterwhich qubic started cooking his takoyaki~



and the rest played blackjack with forfeit >.o
at the beginning it was ok..
MUG with green tea and another type of green tea..
then potato chips got added in.. *soggy ><*

then konzen came~
and he suggested a new game, with werewolves, civilians, hunters, lovers, fortune tellers and archangels =O
and the forfeit got worse and worse =-="
mayo, bulldog sauce, pocky got added .....

yukin0 is scary =-="

yeaa~ and for the record she has the highest chance of being a werewolf or a lover
like 50% (●´∀｀●)

jojo left somewhere around there .-. at 5pm~

we actually played that game all the way until night ._."

well after awhile we all stopped too after someone announced that qubic has a big store of takoyaki's for everyone 8D


then we all mingled~
*mingle mingle obi's are a dangle~*

then the girls when to angel's room (with AIRCON!!)
and the rest of us went to stereo's room XD

he had a keyboard there which i failed at playing >(
and vectors showed us a YATTA! clip haha



vector's and i had a "love ourselves" session XD


maa it was getting late
around 10+pm if i'm not wrong~
everyone except angel had changed out
so we bid farewell and thanked angel and stereo for having us over ^.^


all of us walked back to the MRT.
walked we did ._.
walk and walk..
walking like Allen Walker..
Taller than Will Wonker....
Bigger than Big Ben..
...........................
we didn't actually walk that long HAHA! =XX

we eventually saw the familiar(to me) sight of the bedok bus interchange..

the stairway down to the underpass..

the escalator where i had waited earlier on..

the control station..

the mrt..

..

we were on our way back.


maybe because we were young, we didn't have any problems talking and talking~
tho thel brought out her scary scissors (｡-人-｡)
for yukin0 to trim (ouch><) her nail with （＠゜▽゜＠）

we separated from qubic and vectors at city hall.
but i ran back into the train because i forgot to pay qubic for the takos @.@"
had to run out without paying cos the train was closing (;Д;)

*chat chat chatter*~
we were talking about muscles on the way back ._."
and yukin0 is too sensitive to exercise >_>"
it's been awhile since i got whacked haha
[strikeout]but on that shaking escalator you really can see all of "it" jiggling ^^"[/strikeout]XD

zaku and i left yukin0 at bishan~
i walked zaku home where i learn that he has enough strength to ram me away XD
and more ._.


it was a very fun day~
more complex than the few i've been having in recent days..


happiness "V"!


ken tries to tie a male obi unlike vectors who has a pre-tied velcro obi (^ω^●)／★

Labels: diary, yukata club

is the name of this picture XD

a hybrid of a photo which i got off da
and my first lineart attempt =3

cos ryuko. said "i wont be squashed by the tiny panda ._."
so i just had to go make a picture XD

maybe i'm bored .-.
but it's better than doing nothing~

ken chibi-fies more things~

Labels: diary

yeaa!
i've finally gotten around to teaching myself how to paint ^^

and it's all because i had an image in my mind of what i wanted to paint

so i'm painting random pictures until i have gained enough skill to paint what i want~
this is the image i want to paint in pencil sketch~


it's setting is in Venice, and it's a clear cold day,
and my model is sitting there smiling at me (●´∀｀●)
ah~


this is my first attempt~

yes it has to be taken at this angle >.o
i found that it looks alot better this way when i was sitting at my com .-.
you can feel it's dynamism that you can't when you look it straight on~



and this is my second~
currently in it's 4th day of work~
(tho i only worked on it for 2 days in actuality >.>")
it's a deformed teapot XDD!

i shall get better!(｀皿´)
and paint my love one day!

ken paints the mona lisa~

Labels: diary, paintings

this is going to be the last time i can use the SP gym >< !
goodbye free gym days~ *~*"

so to start off! i greeted auntie! XD

i think auntie recognises me now~
so she didn't ask for me admin card ^^
and also a bad thing..
i can't sneak back and use the gym now (´Д`；)
someone!! loan me your gym (´･ω･`)

and my greatest success during my last use of the gym is......!
I ran 2.41km! non stop!!
though admittably i used 21min running at a speed of 7km/hr..
but still! i've never managed to run for so long before *_*!
it's a great achievement *smug*

and kai returned my portfolio which he borrowed during gym time..
and i had to carry it around..
and i obviously lost track of it =-="
good thing the gym uncle/in-charge picked it up~
auntie recognised that it was mine too XD
cos she saw me carrying so many things about~
made me worry that i lost it（⊃Д⊂）


..
and after that i went ntuc to find the 2-pack offer for vitasoy
kai said that it was 2-litre for $2.40!
what a deal! @_@"
but in the end i couldn't find it （TωT）

ken trains hard in the gym =x

Labels: diary

State:
I spammed Renai Rider for five days before i stopped ^^"""""
and now i'm finally back to Aria's Piano Collection - Dipartenza -Tabidachi-

pif..

gah meme's reveal too much~"~
my hp is going down again OAO!

i hope crim, ochibi, mini and B2 had fun that day~
crim's flower was a good move! *thumbsup*

sometimes i wonder if i'm just being a idiot loving her..
and after i say that i start thinking of all the different possibilities and outcomes =-="

oh well..

but i really do feel alot lighter after that day~

and on friday i got Jeremy to properly show me how to roll after a yokomenuchi chop~
and it turned into a slam exercise! it was so fun XDD~

my body felt great after that~

ken sings renai rider~

Labels: diary

Suzuki Airi, Natsuyaki Miyabi and Tsugunaga Momoko are part of Hello! Project.

They sang and danced for Shugo Chara's theme songs.

And especially in my head right now is RENAI RIDER!

(seriously ._. i've been looping it at least a hundred times now ._. 3 days at least =-=)

and it all started because i thought that i could at least help them find the higher quality of the dance they were going to dance @^@"

now i'm hooked OAO!



from left~ airi, miyabi and momo~~


and i was shocked.. they're aged 16.. with the exception of airi who's 14 ?! @@

momo seriously looks liike the smaller kid here =X
but still..... i must say that the rate of maturity really varies country from country 8D


and i didn't feel depressed at all today~ i'm totally happy~
i'm glad that she's talking to me again T^T!


*cheers*

Labels: diary

i'm so supposed to be compiling a larger of my portfolio to send in now.. but i went over to B2's blog and i saw that there's a new quiz to be done~

I took the "handwriting personality" quiz on gURL.com
		my handwriting personality is... jocular jotter Your self-confidence and ability to laugh at yourself (you know you're a big dork but you like it) attract lots of admirers and once in a while you get in trouble for being too over-the-top. Read more... What does your handwriting reveal about you?

waha~ it was abit fun XD
the sample sentence i wrote was so goofy too XD
"I really love *******"
8DD

whoo i think i'm going to get a milo and more biscuits.. and hopefully get around to doing my portfolio thingaloo .-."


^ how dexter became so good looking and detailed is a wonder .-."

Labels: diary

.. and you may step on weird things because you can't see OAO!

yea .. i stepped on a cockroach =.="

i felt something below the front of my left foot ....

i quickly retracted my foot and turned on the light..

in my giant's wake, i saw a wriggling cockroach.. half dead, squashed.

i wanted to end it's pain quickly..

so i went to plastic bag, picked it up, and pounded it with the gas lighter ._."

may it rest in peace ><



and today! just! at 10.11pm~ she talked to me again TAT!!
regardless of the topic i was happy >< my hp rose 50 points ^.^!



whoo! he gave me an idea on how to do my hair~

<3 the real gackt~


ken cheers like a wild man on steroids!

Labels: diary

Iz and noP <3
credits to Jeff Thomas @ http://www.ponandzi.com/index.php

it's almost as if the author is in a constant state of love

and he can express his feelings through his cartoons..


when i was on the train the other day.. i was thinking about what i can do for her and i realised.

rather than thinking that
"All i can do" is yadditty yada..

it should be
"Do all i can" for her.

just the movement of one word changes the whole emphasis and meaning.
from a pessimistic view that would have been held by a weak person,
to a stubborn, headstrong view that i've no idea why i so stupidly cling onto.


T AT!! thanks blog for listening to me T.T

it's good to rant .......... takes alot of air out of me ._.

time to prepares a higher res of my portfolio to be sent out .-.

Listening/Watching - Renai Rider (Dance Shot Version)
^HIGH-Q!!


ken caresses the tender feeling, softly like a gentle breeze.

*edited 040509 2219 cos i'm getting wayyyy too many google searches for this >_>;*

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