Dear Diary,
yesterday was a fun day at SP's oppen house~ ironically.. haha~ and most of the fun was with SPJCC and those who know us. Like of Kurabawa who isn't even in SP yet. He cosplayed as Gin for us~ He is like our most major attraction XD Kei came too~ I was rather happy to see her~ And I think I actually hugged(maa somewhat) her this time~ During that day i also found another Sinjukai member. Kagemaru/Darrel. He's a brown there and he's only year 1~ I may be taking karate lessons with him too~

Later that night, sora, chris, serene, joyce, kura and i were having sp's mac for dinner~ it seems that chris was amanda's classmate back in primary school XD and his birthday was 1 day before hers~ then kura had to poop XD so i walked him to the new CLS building to do XD while waiting for him i sang and sang XD i wonder if he heard~ <3

but.. after that i started to wonder.. do i actually like her? i had heard that she had a bf before.. such a possibility had never crossed my mind.. i wonder.. (ahh a note to myself who may read this 10 years later ._. you're enjoying the times now~ it's fun~ there're friends around~ it's truly one of the last few school experiences you're feeling) would it be better to let go? or to just ignore anything that may happen and just dive in? (ahh another note =,=" to myself: i think my heart is aching but it may be because of this song ._." yes you made it in less than 1 hour yesterday~)


maa.. i just know that i'm happy when i'm with her.. and sometimes i'm sad when some things happen to her..

ken snores off in true-ness and love

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