well apart from it being more than 2 months since the last, many other things have changed..

like how my relationship with her is
how she used to talk to me and tell me things
to how vice-versa would work it's charm.

right now we're exactly how me and kei, jo, thel, kura, voodoo are.. i'm even on better terms with sora than her.

to realize that and to know of the things she does without you pains the heart like poison. slowly but surely.

it may even be worse than when she got together with qh? at that time i had not given up because she was still talking with me. she , who had been snatched away, herself was the one who motivated me.

i wonder if we will ever get back to how we were..
there isn't much time left..

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