that it is love..

you love her even more.

but very soon.. it will transcend love.

the feelings of loss without her around.

makes it turn into obsession.


i have my doubts now.

isn't it strange? how you would think that is the special one, but she doesn't?

and it is possible even, that she is suffering from the same symptoms as you.

she never makes you feel like you were special even if she was to you.

and she may think that someone else is special even if he doesn't make her feel like so.


5 months ago.. when our relationship was new and fresh, it was all different.

i wasn't being so pessimistic and down for one.

and if i count.. i believe that i've given and lost a number of chances.


SO! to anyone who reads this.
Strive Forward!
Don't delay because you never know what may happen tomorrow.

I am Ken.

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