It's an occupational hazard I say~
I've slept over in my company for 2-3 days now~
Had a very bad headache last night..
Guess I can't handle stress ~_~
Finally given up and succumbed to pills haiz~

And I've just realised, and it is my intention to say this today,
SHOOT! I'm starting to think of this as a real job @_@
And so is every other guy around~
Since this becomes almost the only topic we can talk about when we meet..
It's baddddddd
Good thing i still have anchors in cosplay..
I would be doomed otherwise @_@

Yes my sanity is rooted in insanity like this~
(Blogger isn't letting me upload photos D:)


kenneth
wants to cosplay Eyeshield 21 and Chrno Crusade~
AND
he has finally started watching Macross Frontier and Maria Holic~

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RAWR!
Hope this scared someone XD
Got this pic when I was helping my mom with her work~

So once again~ Late diary entries~
26th July 09~Sunday
Met Claude and Stellar at Bugis to discuss props~
Setsu was even later than me who woke up at the meeting time =.=;
After lunch we went to the Bugis arcade hoping to play Blazblue~
But both consoles we taken by somebody .-.
Then we went over to illuma instead XD
Whoo~ It's more expensive but it's a best of 5 match~
And! I used Noel for the first time~ So much more fun than Hakumen O_O
Tho I died much earlier at Tager (survived till V13 with Hakumen the previous time~)
And played jubeat for the first time too~
Hooray for nice songs~
Scores weren't too good tho =x
And my play encouraged all the other kids around me to give it a try XD
There goes $1.50 *_*
Then we went to SMU to discuss Stellar's umbrella~
It's gonna be hard OTL
I got worried about my internal bleeding around here~
Next we went to the Taka Art Friend to get materials, we walked there from SMU =A=;;
For dinner we had Macdonalds~
And I may be doing Mariya =D

end!
Kenneth
If I gaze deep into your eyes, will I be able to see to the bottom of your heart?
Or will I see my own love and confusion reflecting in them?

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IS OVER!
I'm gonna be sad ._.
May not be able to talk and meet them like this again after this..
And also about the fact that my prop flew out of my hand during my turn >_>;

.. =)
I feel the wind.
ken.

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People's words have the ability to change people, negatively and positively.
A single word is enough to distort a person's mind into thoughts of fear.
The human mind is the most powerful part of a person.
As it can give strength to, or sap away whatever is left or any matter of body.
Just one word, destroyed this all..

..

I should be more careful in my vocabulary.
To me, it was the loss of a good friend.

To do this all over again.

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CAF practice yesterday(Friday) and today~
Glad I ended work on time on Friday and managed to get home by 6~
Then I bathed, changed and got to NYP by 7.
Darn. Too early >_>;
So went to fetch some dinner from mac.
(i'm starting to remember mac's flavour @_@)

Ok. We started.
HOMG Kaoru is a demon 8DDD~
Probably did at least 15 runs from 7 to 11, maybe more.
And Hakimah can really hang ._.

The torture ended eventually~
Then I stayed back for awhile cos I wanted to wait for Kach..
.....
.....
I shouldn't have had OTL
We ended up leaving NYP at 12.30~
No more train/bus~
So we all had to take cab..
And this is LOL~
Lue,rousi and kaikai walked all the way to the bus stop and they were all waving like mad when kach just stood at the side of the road and a taxi came and stopped XD
Some how abit sad cos it shows hard work doesn't pay off >o>
Then we taxi-ed to OCBC
The night fare is madness @_@
$5 became $7.50 /ahh

Then slept by 2am~ cos there's practice again at 10am *tireds*

Saturday
Reached at 10.30am cos I was dunno doing what stuffs at home = 3=
And after practice Lue and Kaoru said I've improved lots~
And I totally forgot to return thel harry orz
Totally forgot = w =;
Went home at 3pm with Shan singing Phantom of the Opera along the way XD
Phantom fever!
Kaoru was like,"Ignore them."
XDD
Got home, took a surfboard to the internet for awhile, then took to bed at 6pm~
Dunno why but I just conked out all the way till 11pm =_=;
First time having such a long nap @_@
So I'm still eating my dinner now XD
CAF photoshoot tomorrow~
Gotta repair my props~

ken,
tireds

230709 addition: yikes =x turns out (rousi said~) that they weren't trying to flag it down and were pointing to us that there was a cab there instead~ tsk tsk my selfish mind was being selfish~

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HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY BRANDON~!
One of my few nephews is now a year old~
[s]wish i had more nieces XD[/s]
When he came over he was staring for long periods at me =x
[s]i guess me throwing lots of facial expressions at him kept him attracted XD[/s]
And his eyes were so big and black and round~ <3
Unblinking too @_@
*squishes him*

ken,
zelmer

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Just came back from the chalet where I'm not supposed to be XD
Cosfest was a blast~
I spent Day 1 late and nua-ing in the front row listening to 28 people sing for karaoke XD
And Day 2 stalking Eileen around taking 199 pictures in total and totally missed all of the performances except for...
Y.A.O.I!!! WHOO!!
Stands for Young Alchemist's Ohmph! Institution if anyone was wondering XD
Done by a cosplayer doing Alex Louis Armstrong~
Turns out he's the person who did Bokuto no Ryuu from Shaman King in 2005, the year I joined~

Had a shoot last sat and I'm very pressed for time preparing for CAF so I'm just gonna leave one picture~
Enjoy~


ken,
smells herbal essence

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I attened a wedding on saturday.
And I heard rather heart moving words from the priest~
Can't remember much of it(it was long >.o), but one of them goes like this:
Marriage holds no record of any wrongdoing.

And lots more~
After that, I didn't feel like giving up anymore.
So, I'm onto you again *_*

ken,
revitalised and is going to sleep like nao

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It's.. Probably time to let go?
All I ever seem to do is make her sad..

ken,
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
-Enchanted, So Close.

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